Jun 18, 2006 14:49
well i think last night was the worst night of my life, someone i really care about told me that i could go to hell and that she hopes someone makes my life a living hell.... well because i still love her and care about her i was not the one to come back and say something that was not necessary... but that really made me look at her in a hole different way.... i thought i could ALWAYS turn to her for a smile but i guess not ... its cool ill be fine.. but i think we could have talked about that in a different way.... i just wanted to make things good for us thats all i wanted she was the love of my life and she knows it .... and i know i have fucked up on her and trust me these not a day that goes by that she dont remind me .... but untill last night for the past year shes the one that was in my head all day shes the one i really would think about getting married with...... but 2 years just to go down the drain just like that.... you know i care alot for you and you know i would do anything for you no matter what ......... .. IM SORRY I FUCKED UP TRUST ME I REGRET IT EVERYDAY.. IM FUCKEN SORRY ALL I WANTED TO DO WAS MAKE IT UP TO ............
THATS FINE NOW I KNOW HOW YOU REALLY FEEL THERE AINT NO TURNING BACK NOW..... WORDS WERE SAID AND THATS IT .......