this is me the past present futur

[xyouthattackx]

I cant wait to move out in feb. i got fired from shaws. i owe 400 bucks for rent. cant find a job.missing my old life. missing what it means to have a true friend. cant wait to go on tour. i have no money.friends seem to stop careing over days...what happened to true friends. no money. im getting really skinny, i finaly decided i could afford to be vegan and 6 people commented on me looseing wait tonight, so im probly just gonna die of no food. well i guess i just need to move out, and then go see the usa. and give people hope.....or i could give up and hate people and kill people and kill myself, but idunno there is too much i want to do to many people i want to meet, just dont know if its worth it......

on a better note i cant wait till the surfs up and me evan knowles pete mosh and jonny earle can go surf.

this is a sick fucking reality\