forget you, myspace.
so i said i'd never post in this again, and i really had no intention to, but i sort of feel drawn to it right now...i mean, i know people don't even read these things anymore...but thanks to miss jessie kay sage...i've been on here a little bit...checkin up on my girl since i can't be there, so i though "meh, why not". life is really strange right now. the college life is very different than i imagined. it's changed me a lot. i've been learning a lot more than i ever thought i would about myself. it's kind of peculiar and at times i get a little down. i've learned self discipline as far as school goes and it's so fucking weird because i never had that at monterey high (which isn't saying much because that was the norm). i read so much now it's crazy. i like it though, i feel very informed on certain subjects. i've been listening to some really good shit lately. there was this awesome cutesie little band from illinois that came to campus on saturday called "headlights" and i totally loved it. the girl that sang and played keyboards totally reminded me of (and slightly resembled) stephanie. totally cute.
i just landed this really cool job at this place, backdoor disc and tape. i'm so stoked about it. i can't believe i've never had a real job until now and it just sort of jumped into my lap. working at a record store is quite possibly one of the coolest things ever. i had no idea that this job would be as suiting for me as it is. it's really laid back and i get to listen to whatever i want in the store while i work and i get payed for it and i get to rummage through the used cds and get first dibbies on them when the arrive. the thing that sucks is that i have to ride my bike there and it takes about 20 mins. there's really nothing wrong with exercise, i actually enjoy the bike ride for the most part...but i'm pretty tired by the time i have work because i have classes up until that point. but anyway...it's really exciting to feel like a real person now.
i'm really excited to move into the new house with lauren, amber, and pilar. it's gonna be really nice to live in a real house again instead of these dorms with 5 other girls that seem to be hard to tolerate at times. when i need to get my work done, it's really hard...and as much as i love the library and it being silent there...i hate having to leave the comfort of my room/bed.
p.s. i totally have a crush on a boy. i can't believe it. i think he's neat...but the thing is....it's a bit ridiculous, the circumstance that is....because he's my sister's boyfriend's brother. haha. wow. it would be so weird to have two brother dating two sisters. and we both get along with each other. it's really weird...and almost sickening for anyone else. i won't tell a soul (except my homegirls) because i don't want anything to get weird. it's so annoying because i always go for these guys (and when i say 'go for' i really mean....start becoming very attracted to) who are really unrealistic....in the fact that they live too far away. the thing is, i'm pretty sure he likes me too. but we are both silent about it. i think we sort of know...but it's completely unsaid and it's not awkward at all. i kind of like how it is now. it seems like we both don't really want to have a special "friend" right now...but totally like each other. (aka totally death cab for each other's cutie) he's here this week because he's on spring break (he goes to santa cruz) and we've been hanging out some. i made us dinner the other night. ok, enough about my stupid giddyness. :)
now that i've pretty much written a chapter in a novel, it's time for me to depart, my mac's almost out of battery and i have yoga in the morning.
i just landed this really cool job at this place, backdoor disc and tape. i'm so stoked about it. i can't believe i've never had a real job until now and it just sort of jumped into my lap. working at a record store is quite possibly one of the coolest things ever. i had no idea that this job would be as suiting for me as it is. it's really laid back and i get to listen to whatever i want in the store while i work and i get payed for it and i get to rummage through the used cds and get first dibbies on them when the arrive. the thing that sucks is that i have to ride my bike there and it takes about 20 mins. there's really nothing wrong with exercise, i actually enjoy the bike ride for the most part...but i'm pretty tired by the time i have work because i have classes up until that point. but anyway...it's really exciting to feel like a real person now.
i'm really excited to move into the new house with lauren, amber, and pilar. it's gonna be really nice to live in a real house again instead of these dorms with 5 other girls that seem to be hard to tolerate at times. when i need to get my work done, it's really hard...and as much as i love the library and it being silent there...i hate having to leave the comfort of my room/bed.
p.s. i totally have a crush on a boy. i can't believe it. i think he's neat...but the thing is....it's a bit ridiculous, the circumstance that is....because he's my sister's boyfriend's brother. haha. wow. it would be so weird to have two brother dating two sisters. and we both get along with each other. it's really weird...and almost sickening for anyone else. i won't tell a soul (except my homegirls) because i don't want anything to get weird. it's so annoying because i always go for these guys (and when i say 'go for' i really mean....start becoming very attracted to) who are really unrealistic....in the fact that they live too far away. the thing is, i'm pretty sure he likes me too. but we are both silent about it. i think we sort of know...but it's completely unsaid and it's not awkward at all. i kind of like how it is now. it seems like we both don't really want to have a special "friend" right now...but totally like each other. (aka totally death cab for each other's cutie) he's here this week because he's on spring break (he goes to santa cruz) and we've been hanging out some. i made us dinner the other night. ok, enough about my stupid giddyness. :)
now that i've pretty much written a chapter in a novel, it's time for me to depart, my mac's almost out of battery and i have yoga in the morning.