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Woahh. This is weird ahaha. Oh well. Life? Hmm where to start? I feel like I'm getting old at 18. I work and I'm so tired of it already lol. First year of college was a joke, oh well. I know now. I'm glad to be home and everything. Summer is just not going exactly how i wish it would. I'm working nonstop and have barely any free time lately. I guess thats what happens when you get older. I'm not ready for that :/ Its inevitable, but still. I don't know. I'm so different now. I see it in myself that I am not at all who i thought i was going to be. Necessarily, its not a bad thing, i mean i like who i am, i am just different. I'm a fan of my life right now. There are a few things i would change but not many. I miss Julia already. She was only home for about a month. I'm seriously considering driving out to Utah this summer to see her, it was just too short, I'm not done with her for the summer ahah. I'm so glad she is my best friend. I know that probably sounds super lame, but i am. She completes me. haha. I'm such a girl. Boys are dumb and i guess i knew this, i just refused to accept until lately haha. I don't care though. I just want Mr. I have time to hang out you, not Mr. Forever. Oh well. I have time for me i guess, but how many times can a girl clean her room without wishing she did have to get in that newly made bed alone every night? I guess its my own fault for blowing off the nice guys and sticking with the douche bags. I lived and learned, hopefully I'll realize it the next time Mr. Nice comes around.. thats if he does. I can't really complain. I just like to. I'm overly dramatic about my life but i think it gives it character. I don't really have 'news' just different stuff that has happened. I'm pretty content with this. Post I mean. Life is a different question. I'll be content when i actually figure out everything with who, what, where, and why. I guess I'm just along for the ride now... yay...