I'm a little uneasy..
I'm not really sure how I'm feeling right now. It kind of a whole mess of things..
I feel sick to my stomach thinking about things. Mainly thinking about him. I just feel like we are going nowhere. It might just be me but I haven't hugged him in three months! Lol. I just can't stop thinking about him and it bothers me lol. I want to think about him, but then I don't becasue sometimes I can't focus. Everywhere I look I see something that reminds me of him, just because of all the things we've gone through..Its hard. It feels like he is addiction sometimes and I can't quit. lol. He is the one I turn to when I'm upset, and sometimes it just feels like he doesn't care, but I know somewhere in his heart he does. Just I can't stop thinking about him..as you can see. :) When I'm around him..I get butterflies in my stomach and I can't stop smiling. And as gut wrenching as it feels..Ilove that feeling because I'm with him. And when I'm with him, he makes me feel beautiful and like I have a purpose. We have our own world and its just so much fun to do absolutely nothing with him.
I feel nervous..becasue I don't know how he completely feels becasue I haven't seen him in three months lol. I thought I was failing two classes but I'm not which I'm happy about.
I feel happy. I talk to him everyday. :) I get to see my friends and I had an awesoem with Melissa and Omar. And we wore Our Fish shirts today..we are stupid little girls! :)
I'm tired. I don't really sleep anymore. Thats probably not good but its not my fault lol.
I'm not in a good mood right now mainly becasue I just got in a fight with my mom and I hate it when we fight. Just becasue we are so stubborn and she know just what to say to get me realy upset and she uses it against me! Ugh!! I hate it when she does that. I'm also tired and hungry, and I can't go to sleep becasue I have homework to do and I can't eat becasue I am avoiding my mom and she is downstairs in the kitchen..This sucks!
I love to listen to the wind and the rain. Mostly the rain. Its just so relaxing and the best is when you get caught in the rain..it is just so much fun to dance in the rain. Its just indescribeable. You just feel as if you are one with nature. Its amazing. I still want to make out in the rain lol, but you becasue one with nature and its just romantic to kiss in the rain. I think it would be fun :)
I feel sick to my stomach thinking about things. Mainly thinking about him. I just feel like we are going nowhere. It might just be me but I haven't hugged him in three months! Lol. I just can't stop thinking about him and it bothers me lol. I want to think about him, but then I don't becasue sometimes I can't focus. Everywhere I look I see something that reminds me of him, just because of all the things we've gone through..Its hard. It feels like he is addiction sometimes and I can't quit. lol. He is the one I turn to when I'm upset, and sometimes it just feels like he doesn't care, but I know somewhere in his heart he does. Just I can't stop thinking about him..as you can see. :) When I'm around him..I get butterflies in my stomach and I can't stop smiling. And as gut wrenching as it feels..Ilove that feeling because I'm with him. And when I'm with him, he makes me feel beautiful and like I have a purpose. We have our own world and its just so much fun to do absolutely nothing with him.
I feel nervous..becasue I don't know how he completely feels becasue I haven't seen him in three months lol. I thought I was failing two classes but I'm not which I'm happy about.
I feel happy. I talk to him everyday. :) I get to see my friends and I had an awesoem with Melissa and Omar. And we wore Our Fish shirts today..we are stupid little girls! :)
I'm tired. I don't really sleep anymore. Thats probably not good but its not my fault lol.
I'm not in a good mood right now mainly becasue I just got in a fight with my mom and I hate it when we fight. Just becasue we are so stubborn and she know just what to say to get me realy upset and she uses it against me! Ugh!! I hate it when she does that. I'm also tired and hungry, and I can't go to sleep becasue I have homework to do and I can't eat becasue I am avoiding my mom and she is downstairs in the kitchen..This sucks!
I love to listen to the wind and the rain. Mostly the rain. Its just so relaxing and the best is when you get caught in the rain..it is just so much fun to dance in the rain. Its just indescribeable. You just feel as if you are one with nature. Its amazing. I still want to make out in the rain lol, but you becasue one with nature and its just romantic to kiss in the rain. I think it would be fun :)