Nov 13, 2007 21:49
I don't know if you are going to read this but ohh well.
I think I'm in love with you. YOu are the only thing I think about all day and I just can't seem to put you behind me. I asked why weren't together and you don't know why and I don't know why. So why aren't we together? I know you have feelings for me and if you do, please don't fight them.If you don't its totally cool. But I have this feeling that you love me too. I'm going to use a cheesey movie line but its true..you are the only guy who can make my heart beat fast and slow at the same time. You make me weak in the knees when I just hold your hand, and when we kiss, I'm in Heaven. Please don't deny me again because I don't know how much more I can take. I know you aren't sure of your feelings for me and I'm not trying to rush you but I want to tell you how much of an impact on my everyday life. This is how I've felt of the last year and I don't want to fight it anymore. I've tried so hard and I just can't do it. Do you think I want to be stuck on you for 4 years? I just can't seem to brush you off. Maybe that means something. Maybe we are suppost to be together, even if its not for the rest of our lives but for now. I think that we would be happy in whatever we did, becasue you and I have a connection that I've never felt with anyone else. We have our own world that no one else can understand and we have so much fun and I never want to lose you, even if we aren't together. I just know you feel something, and please don't deny your feelings no matter what they may be. I want to tell you face to face to but if you read before I get to do this then...lol. I will wait for you forever, even if we will never be together. There will always be a place in my heart for you..no matter what you choose.
I love you