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I'm tired of guessing, I'm tired of waiting around thinking that something will change with you..it never does and I don't know why I bother. I'm just so frustrated right now, I'm tired of always being the worried one and you not caring. I'm so tired of all this crap, I can't deal with anything anymore, you consume me and no matter how far or fast I run..you are always there to tell me I can't get away. I don't know how to deal with you anymore, I don't know what to say or how to act, becasue you're never around. I tried to function without and it feels like I'm not living anymore. I don't know what to do to get over you. I need some clarity on you, me, everything. But no matter how hard I try, you are always there.