If I woke up next to you...
Its wierd..just like life in general. I'm going to be 16 in two days and its wierd. Like I am usually excited for my birthday and now (I am but...)I just feel like I have to get my life straightened out or I'll never do it ya know?
I need to like examine my life from all the angles I can think of lol. Maybe examine certain friendship and see what I feel..I don't know if I'll be able to handle anything like that but I have to. I'm just not ready to do anything..I am not ready, or I feel like I'm not ready, to be 16, to help Megan move into her dorm room, I'm not ready to give up friends, or lose them..but I just feel like they are slipping away and I have no control over it. That saddens me, but I don't know what to do. I don't maybe I'm just in a wierd mood becasue its 2 45 AM. I just know that I have to look at my life lol 16 is like a milestone to get things "incheck" before you turn 18 or until you turn 18. I'm probably not making any sence but I don't know..It just feels wierd to think about..Anything can change..All of this could be gone in a second, and I want to make sure that I have everything that I want or atleast feeel like I have it lol. I want to just double check my life and make sure that everything is okay. :)
I need to like examine my life from all the angles I can think of lol. Maybe examine certain friendship and see what I feel..I don't know if I'll be able to handle anything like that but I have to. I'm just not ready to do anything..I am not ready, or I feel like I'm not ready, to be 16, to help Megan move into her dorm room, I'm not ready to give up friends, or lose them..but I just feel like they are slipping away and I have no control over it. That saddens me, but I don't know what to do. I don't maybe I'm just in a wierd mood becasue its 2 45 AM. I just know that I have to look at my life lol 16 is like a milestone to get things "incheck" before you turn 18 or until you turn 18. I'm probably not making any sence but I don't know..It just feels wierd to think about..Anything can change..All of this could be gone in a second, and I want to make sure that I have everything that I want or atleast feeel like I have it lol. I want to just double check my life and make sure that everything is okay. :)