sunshine, take away all my gray skies
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrggggg. i think today has been another one of those worst day of my life things. i blame alabama in general. we were never this stressed and unlucky for lack of better words. i dunno. jus everything goes wrong. Everything that i love is completely out of my reach. today was pretty much spent in tears. and i have no one so it sucks. im stupid. bc i shouldve jus come home and slept and done some things that need to be done by thursday(bc we have friday off thank goodness i would die). i need people who love me. i need music to scream to and vent through. i need to not be invisible. please.is it really all my fault that my parents moved us to this crazy place. why couldnt we go somewhere where no one knows the name griner. i tried. i did. i hate being stuck in a way of thinking and then something totally distroys it and youre jus left to try and figure out what to do. i should really be doing math. its stupid probability. who needs logic and theoretics. theyre all wrong.
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