and you look scurrrred. i am black.
i don't know if i can write and listen to music. i don’t know if i even like you. i don’t think i do. So I’ve gotten numerous amounts of comments and people telling me to update. This only makes me wait longer to update. I don’t please the public. I don’t please you. But then when you told me to. I did. ‘cause you’re the only one I like. Hey I’m proud of you. You move your legs well. So, people. You’ve missed a lot. The most evolvement I think I have overcome. Maybe. I hit my head. I did. Hard. Real hard. Decided it was time to change. Change it all. Then Thursday I washed my hands in the right sink. The right sink was so fucking routine. I forgot about the routine. That damn routine. I failed math. Well, algebra 1. for the third time. Math is so different. So correct. Calculating? Heh. In math, you need to be taught the correct procedure you need the exact formula to figure out the problem. It needs to be taught correctly. Or you get no where. There’s no guessing here. It’s right or wrong. You’re right or you’re wrong. I’m always fucking wrong. English I do so well, I use my head. My head gets me everywhere. And then it gets me no where. You don’t know it though. You don’t. English you speculate. You stop and you think. And you’ll get it. You can take a guess and be okay. No shot down with a “wrong!”. Cassie you need a need a new teacher. ‘cause this one’s got you stumped. Kassie with a K’s song. Heh. Hey Angela forgave me. For that thing a couple years ago. I was stupid. I’m glad she forgave me. Okay so you. I know you’ve just been dying to be mentioned. Skimming threw this for your name. there’s no names here. No name calling from me. You’ve got everything but the one thing I need most. I can give you everything you need. She can too. We did. We changed what we wanted. Used what we could. But in the end. Realized you’re missing the one thing. The one thing they’re all missing. Except for that one, that one that I talk to that makes me weak. I wish he knew how amazing he was. But he’s not, he’s missing everything else. Everything you have. And he’s got everything you need. This leaves me waiting for one with both. This leaves us waiting for them. You’ve got him you know? You do. You like him so much you can’t admit it remember? You have him. Oh, I’d kill to say you’re name right there. I almost did. It would have fit perfectly. So back on you. I hate you because you’re missing the one thing we need. We’ll, you & I, not her & I never get along again, don’t get it twisted. So because of the wait you get da long shiat fo’sho. My mess will have to come next. But remember, you’re the mess. I really did have fun last night though.
so lionel gabby & went to the hotel. my first time using this camera. so first time it's been touched in years. took awhile to get warmed up, so to capture some of the pictures it would take something like a minute. my hands weren't steady. so here's the reults that were actually salvigable. we'll go back sometime though.
oh well.