This time I'm not being subtle.
Fuck. My vacation went oddly well the past few days. Mark's house, Kait & Gabby at my house, mall, Kori's house with Lionel & Mark, Thayer st. until 12 pm, sleeping at Kori's, there was this show tonight too, I didn't really understand why we had to sit threw such horrid bands to get to the northwood, but then this nice girl I met said it was a text heh, that makes sense. So all we've got left is tomorrow. So really now, what happened to us? And more importantly, is this salvigable? What am I talking about though, did we really even have anything aside from hopes. Were things really as great as I had seen them at that time? All I had been doing was hoping, you helped me though, helped me hope. Helped the illusion of what we would become. So in my head building up this amazing future, well near future like in weeks soon to come. I need to stop that. Looking back we had barely nothing, I'd be suprised if you even think I'm talking to you actually I'd be even more suprised if you even read this. I miss the hopes of what we could have been, even with the lose of truth, I liked the dreams.
I'll put pictures in the mourning.