Apr 07, 2005 23:26
i'm still alive if anyone even cares.
stuff's pretty good right now. im actually dating someone..call the press. 2 of our close friends dont think it will last and i'll cheat on him. well booyah grandma, because that shit isn't going to happen. and even though the gas prices are so high..we'll be okay! we only live 20 minutes from each other. people are idiots..who says the relationship wont last because GAS PRICES ARE TOO HIGH?! LOL! idiots that dont want us together, thats who i know you read this and i dont care, piss me off anymore and i'll tie your balls to my anntena! lol ash! you just need to learn to DEAL with it..we broke up 2 years ago, i dont even REMOTELY think of you in that kid of way. and you have a girlfriend..pay attention to your own relationship. how dare you say i'll cheat on him..screw me if im wrong, but you cheated on me, CORRECT? i couldn't even tell you the last time i cheated on someone, because i can't remember that FAR back. I'm almost 20 goddamn years old, if im immature enough to cheat on someone now then i shouldn't have a boyfriend. expecially on someone who i've wanted since the moment i saw him 4 damn years ago..or someone who could change my whole mood just by looking at me..i haven't felt this way about anyone in a very long time..i haven't let myself feel this way in a long time..and i know its worth it.
well i feel kind of better now..sorry..
anyways, off to bed..L for Love!!