its been 11 months sense the last time ive looked at a livejournal
well a shit load has happened this last year. i dont even want to start but i got off work early and i have nothing better to do. sad, i know. but what can i do, for some reason ive been cursed lately. no one wants to hang aound with me. All the girls i meet are like all over me then all of a sudden im not in their life. fucking anoying how random my life has been lately. All i want is something to rely on, someone in my life that is going to be here always. im so over my party years. im ready to just chill, im way ahead of my time and at the same time so far behind. i dont care if i make sense, i never do. fucking tired of having to sit here and write these stupid blogs about hating life. i just wish for once someone or something would just come out and give me something good to write about.