havent done this in a while
so bored.ihml. what is there to do these days. so tired went to sleep at 3 a.m. last nite and woke up at 5:30 a.m. for work then worked til 5 p.m. wow so tired. i wish moorpark wasnt so lame. everyone wants to do stuff but nothing ever happens cant wait to be 21 and go clubing and get with dirty whores. so i can get an std and die. i miss the people that i care about, cause i never get to see her. fuck im pathetic i need to go get a life. maybe i can find one on ebay. maybe i should just just smoke weed, drink rum and shoot up heroin. i just might if shit keeps going like its going, i neeed some new friends. so i got a my space and met some cool people and some gay ppl. but mostly kool. i cant wait til can chill with that girls that is so bahd i can just not look anymore and finally be happy. times are gay and i live them doesnt mean im gay just means life sucks sometimes. wonder if anyone would cry if i died prolly only my family and thats it everyone else would just be like that sucks and go on not even notice. i want to get into a fight and get my ass kick just so i cannn have a reason to feel pain. its been awhile sense ive gotten crazy on my bike or dirtbike. owell life sucks, its like i was born in a vacum. shitty