update
i emailed my vet/employer about my resignation because i don't see her around on the few days i work anymore. i felt a little bad telling her about it abruptly because the hospital is short-staffed, but not bad enough because it is something that has to be done even if the hospital is on fire. i wrote in a little paragraph expressing my gratitude for things i acquired or achieved throughout the year i spent working--that part was not really thought out prior and i found myself in the middle of writing it, being all emotional like a woman. after i wrote it i was hesitant about sending it because it was gushy in a way that makes my skin crawl when sober, but i did send it that way anyway because it was truth. and i do feel thankful about everything that went on despite how much i got stressed out over work and complained about everyone there. i liked that i could be thankful for such things so i sent it. and since i know that my employer is an honest and good person i knew she would appreciate my thanks too.
but i am still going to have trouble looking at her straight next week. awkward...
i have my rambling thoughts written between the notes for the classes i took last summer and it strikes me how despaired and frustrated i was. and i'd like to think that i have grown a brighter perspective since then.
i like that even though i have done nothing but work for a shitty hourly wage i feel like i have accomplished many things for myself. most importantly i think i have regained some of the motivation my college years beat out of me.
there are a lot of things i still have to regain but i can see myself on a steady track and that is comforting.
+also i cannot find a good blog site :(
i don't want it to be all fancy and flashy with social networking addons.
i just want it to be mostly text, some html. and customization without paying money for it.
and i don't want the font size to be so huge that blind people can read it over my shoulder from 5 feet away.
why is that so difficult?
if worst comes to worst maybe i'll just make another livejournal account. lol.
but i am still going to have trouble looking at her straight next week. awkward...
i have my rambling thoughts written between the notes for the classes i took last summer and it strikes me how despaired and frustrated i was. and i'd like to think that i have grown a brighter perspective since then.
i like that even though i have done nothing but work for a shitty hourly wage i feel like i have accomplished many things for myself. most importantly i think i have regained some of the motivation my college years beat out of me.
there are a lot of things i still have to regain but i can see myself on a steady track and that is comforting.
+also i cannot find a good blog site :(
i don't want it to be all fancy and flashy with social networking addons.
i just want it to be mostly text, some html. and customization without paying money for it.
and i don't want the font size to be so huge that blind people can read it over my shoulder from 5 feet away.
why is that so difficult?
if worst comes to worst maybe i'll just make another livejournal account. lol.