(no subject)
Just another freakin' Thursday...all I gotta say is that these fuckin' mood swings of mine have GOT to go ASAP. I don't know what's wrong with me, it's like I'm at a cross of being sad and mad all the time now...sux. I think these pills are just fuckin' with me and you would think that after two months things would actually start to balance of but I don't think my body's agreeing very well.
Well last night one of my friends decided to 'write me off' cause I've been smoking/hanging out with her boyfriend, not on a one-on-one basis though. He's the one that introduced me to Georgia and so now, naturally, we all hang out over at his place and now my friend has gone on a jealous rampage and blew up yesterday. I'm not interested in her boyfriend AT ALL and he not interested in me whatsoever either. We just happen to hang out at the same place every now and then (with other people too) and now she thinks there's something going on. PLLLEEEAAASEEE!! It's not even like that. We're just all a bunch of potheads who like to sit around in the evening, toke and watch some t.v. It's never been just him and I by ourselves and there's always been more than one person there. AND I'm usually there with Georgia too!
It just makes me sad/mad that she would even think that I would do that to her. She's my friend and I met her boyfriend through her. I think she needs to have more trust towards him and I and not just go off cause she's a jealous freak.
So she texted me with: 'Don't ever bother calling me again.'
WTF???
Like I did anything...*sigh* oh well, there's nothing I can do to change her mind. All I could do is let her realize that she's going off for no reason and let things be, then when she feels like she can talk to me like a real person I'll approach her, but 'til then I'll let her be. I didn't do shit so there's nothing for me to apologize for, you know?
I'm at home right now for lunch but I think I should be heading back to work, I really hate it there but I gotta pay bills somehow.
OH!! last night Sunshine and I finally decided to move in together, so i'm moving to K.C. at the end of January. She already told her boyfriend that she's NOT moving in with him and she promised me she wouldn't screw me over on this one. So now I'm just saving money money money that way I can get the fuck outta here.
Wish me luck!
Well last night one of my friends decided to 'write me off' cause I've been smoking/hanging out with her boyfriend, not on a one-on-one basis though. He's the one that introduced me to Georgia and so now, naturally, we all hang out over at his place and now my friend has gone on a jealous rampage and blew up yesterday. I'm not interested in her boyfriend AT ALL and he not interested in me whatsoever either. We just happen to hang out at the same place every now and then (with other people too) and now she thinks there's something going on. PLLLEEEAAASEEE!! It's not even like that. We're just all a bunch of potheads who like to sit around in the evening, toke and watch some t.v. It's never been just him and I by ourselves and there's always been more than one person there. AND I'm usually there with Georgia too!
It just makes me sad/mad that she would even think that I would do that to her. She's my friend and I met her boyfriend through her. I think she needs to have more trust towards him and I and not just go off cause she's a jealous freak.
So she texted me with: 'Don't ever bother calling me again.'
WTF???
Like I did anything...*sigh* oh well, there's nothing I can do to change her mind. All I could do is let her realize that she's going off for no reason and let things be, then when she feels like she can talk to me like a real person I'll approach her, but 'til then I'll let her be. I didn't do shit so there's nothing for me to apologize for, you know?
I'm at home right now for lunch but I think I should be heading back to work, I really hate it there but I gotta pay bills somehow.
OH!! last night Sunshine and I finally decided to move in together, so i'm moving to K.C. at the end of January. She already told her boyfriend that she's NOT moving in with him and she promised me she wouldn't screw me over on this one. So now I'm just saving money money money that way I can get the fuck outta here.
Wish me luck!