What is wrong with me?

Nov 30, 2001 23:40

Hi Journal readers,

Today's story boys and girls is that of a weird one. I woke up with this weird ass feeling today. I couldn't figure it out, then I heard that George Harrison died today so I thought maybe that's what I was sensing was wrong with the world. But then it didn't go away, so then I thought maybe it was just that I was empathizing my best friend cause he's going through some shit, but honestly that's not it either. It's like one of those impending doom feelings. Then I almost got into a car accident on my way home from work cause some jerk-off was running a stop sign. When I got home I consulted some friends and even someone that I don't really know and they all said the same thing. "There is a disturbance in the force" Now yeah I think all of them do like Star Wars but this wasn't just a pop culture reference.

Ok let's do a little back tracking class. This past week I've been having crazy dreams, everything from mom's psycho ex-bf being a terrorist to snakes and paddle ball courts that I don't work at. I've noticed people in general acting a little odd this week and then today all this crap. The other day I felt sad kinda, like emotional cause I couldn't think of one thing I had to be sad about yet I still felt that way. But then again that same day I got a call and found out my friend's son died. (We kinda knew that was going to happen cause he was born with a bunch of birth defects)

OK so here is my theory, either I'm having weird premonitions or my emotional state has been way too heightened lately due to other factors and it's bugging me out and whacking out my system, or I just need to get some fucking real sleep and take more vitamins. You can be the judge. I'm done for now.
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