Unbelievable
I checked my last post, and it's dating back December 2009, about half a month before New Year starts.
A lot of things happened. I wasn't able to post quite much because of my stupid activities, which include me being addictive to facebook.
I really don't understand a lot of stuff happening today. Lots of chaos, I say. Well, there are things I enjoy too.
For starters, I'm beginning to hate guys in general. Well, that doesn't mean when I face a guy I'll rant right away. What I really mean is that it's a shame there are barely guys who I find pretty fine to me. I dunno what's the deal of being attractive. I don't mind how I look and all. I'm just being nice to people for the heck of it, like being classmates, neighbors and stuff. First I wanna talk about "Kram", whom I was classmates with when I was taking my second term in my first year of college. I was just being nice as a classmates, and suddenly he acts weirder. Like dude, he's already weird when I first see him in class, and he acts weirder by confessing his love. I even barely know him even in 3 months being classmates! He wanted to know more about me but when I ask he closed himself. The nerve. I already told Kram to stop his meddling and warned him. I found out later he got my number and email address through the index card I submitted to the professor, which is required during first meeting of classes. Kram had constantly emailing me, adding me in social sites, even at the most unexpected places like1UP.com!(a gaming site recently ran by UGO) The usual, I ignored him, blocked him and all. I thought he'd get tired after a few months. I'd never thought he's never stopped pestering me for more than a year! My patience reached the bar, and I have finally have him for blotter, thanks to the help of my mom. Even though he temporary left school due to financial problems, I asked the helped of the school with their contact information we could hopefully send a letter to them to at least talk things over parent to parent, me and him. But look what kind of reaction I got? Kram just said some things relate to shit and some something about me creating a big mistake. Well, in reality, it's HIS big mistake for pestering me. I dunno if things like these will continue, but I fear for the worst. Maybe he or he'll have a group with him grab me and have revenge and stuff He should realize his actions..
Next, there's "Jules". He's a neighbor of mine whom I haven't seen for quite a while. As usual, as a neighbor, why not have a friendly chat or so. We kinda became friends. Then I feel a certain weird feeling about him-- he's into me. He'd even have the guts to come to my house, with AND without permission. I suggested myself to ignore him and stuff. Just last Saturday, I saw him at some party of another neighbor. I wished to open up but I just didn't feel comfortable talking to him. I just made excuses regarding having homework to do (which I really had homework in Physics, and I really needed to rest from Saturday class. Prior to that, I was talking with some childhood friends and one mentioned about me "having a love life". I just told them about Kram, and they mentioned Jules. They told me about him being weird and our seemingly weird relationship. They even told me that he's sort of a stalker, and I just nodded. Last night, I received an email in Facebook which gave me a headache. He said something about me labeling him a stalker, claimed that he'd sacrifice spending Christmas with his family for me which I didn't ask from him. And he even said I'm shitty and stuff, "he's the only guy in the world who so-and-so for me and stuff. Like HELLO??! He's not even my boyfriend! GAWD. I told him, I'll say it when I say it. I kinda recall my conversation with my friends, and maybe that's the source--- hearsays. Tat's even weirder Accusing me things and stuff. I replied to his mail no more than once. How dare he talked down me, I'm even OLDER than him!!!
That's just it. I don't understand people, particularly men. I have friends who act like that, but at least I know they're cool about my vow of not having a boyfriend and stuff. I consider that pestering already. They can't just take it unless I say yes or bow down to them. Just don't mess with me. I may be a girl,but I have rights and privacy. I respect every decision and mindset of people, so please do so to mine. I know I'm pretty (hahaha) but please, please me as much as you can, it'll take me a while to get into the bottom of something.
Whew, I'm getting tired talking about stuff like these....
I haven't drawn a lot lately. Well, I did draw but I barely go to deviantArt, one of the sites I often visit until the start of 2010. I dunno.. I kinda lack inspiration and the motivation to do stuff. Plus, I got IT to finish.
I dunno why I feel like writing this. Though the second part didn't affect me much, but it's still bothering me. Maybe I'll post random crap whenever I can. |3
Eh... stupid typo... OTL
A lot of things happened. I wasn't able to post quite much because of my stupid activities, which include me being addictive to facebook.
I really don't understand a lot of stuff happening today. Lots of chaos, I say. Well, there are things I enjoy too.
For starters, I'm beginning to hate guys in general. Well, that doesn't mean when I face a guy I'll rant right away. What I really mean is that it's a shame there are barely guys who I find pretty fine to me. I dunno what's the deal of being attractive. I don't mind how I look and all. I'm just being nice to people for the heck of it, like being classmates, neighbors and stuff. First I wanna talk about "Kram", whom I was classmates with when I was taking my second term in my first year of college. I was just being nice as a classmates, and suddenly he acts weirder. Like dude, he's already weird when I first see him in class, and he acts weirder by confessing his love. I even barely know him even in 3 months being classmates! He wanted to know more about me but when I ask he closed himself. The nerve. I already told Kram to stop his meddling and warned him. I found out later he got my number and email address through the index card I submitted to the professor, which is required during first meeting of classes. Kram had constantly emailing me, adding me in social sites, even at the most unexpected places like1UP.com!(a gaming site recently ran by UGO) The usual, I ignored him, blocked him and all. I thought he'd get tired after a few months. I'd never thought he's never stopped pestering me for more than a year! My patience reached the bar, and I have finally have him for blotter, thanks to the help of my mom. Even though he temporary left school due to financial problems, I asked the helped of the school with their contact information we could hopefully send a letter to them to at least talk things over parent to parent, me and him. But look what kind of reaction I got? Kram just said some things relate to shit and some something about me creating a big mistake. Well, in reality, it's HIS big mistake for pestering me. I dunno if things like these will continue, but I fear for the worst. Maybe he or he'll have a group with him grab me and have revenge and stuff He should realize his actions..
Next, there's "Jules". He's a neighbor of mine whom I haven't seen for quite a while. As usual, as a neighbor, why not have a friendly chat or so. We kinda became friends. Then I feel a certain weird feeling about him-- he's into me. He'd even have the guts to come to my house, with AND without permission. I suggested myself to ignore him and stuff. Just last Saturday, I saw him at some party of another neighbor. I wished to open up but I just didn't feel comfortable talking to him. I just made excuses regarding having homework to do (which I really had homework in Physics, and I really needed to rest from Saturday class. Prior to that, I was talking with some childhood friends and one mentioned about me "having a love life". I just told them about Kram, and they mentioned Jules. They told me about him being weird and our seemingly weird relationship. They even told me that he's sort of a stalker, and I just nodded. Last night, I received an email in Facebook which gave me a headache. He said something about me labeling him a stalker, claimed that he'd sacrifice spending Christmas with his family for me which I didn't ask from him. And he even said I'm shitty and stuff, "he's the only guy in the world who so-and-so for me and stuff. Like HELLO??! He's not even my boyfriend! GAWD. I told him, I'll say it when I say it. I kinda recall my conversation with my friends, and maybe that's the source--- hearsays. Tat's even weirder Accusing me things and stuff. I replied to his mail no more than once. How dare he talked down me, I'm even OLDER than him!!!
That's just it. I don't understand people, particularly men. I have friends who act like that, but at least I know they're cool about my vow of not having a boyfriend and stuff. I consider that pestering already. They can't just take it unless I say yes or bow down to them. Just don't mess with me. I may be a girl,but I have rights and privacy. I respect every decision and mindset of people, so please do so to mine. I know I'm pretty (hahaha) but please, please me as much as you can, it'll take me a while to get into the bottom of something.
Whew, I'm getting tired talking about stuff like these....
I haven't drawn a lot lately. Well, I did draw but I barely go to deviantArt, one of the sites I often visit until the start of 2010. I dunno.. I kinda lack inspiration and the motivation to do stuff. Plus, I got IT to finish.
I dunno why I feel like writing this. Though the second part didn't affect me much, but it's still bothering me. Maybe I'll post random crap whenever I can. |3
Eh... stupid typo... OTL