Oct 22, 2005 00:10
Well hello again there everyone I am here to fill you in on my life. First off I would like to say that Scott is now back at home (Jackie’s house) and I will be there on Wednesday all day to spend it with him until Jackie get home from whatever and then I will spend it with the both of them. Then there is the Halloween party next Saturday that will bring the whole group together again and then some but we are not going there and I can't wait for that either because I can't remember the last time the rainbow6 was together.
Well I can't remember the last time that I saw Pamela so she better be at the damn part to. That is about the update for my life outside of work so let me tell you about what is going on there. We will start off with Curtis came back and now works in photo not garden center anymore and before he left we were going to go to dinner but he and to up and move to a different state for some reason I don’t recall but he is back now and would like to take me out again but are schedules are always different so it hasn’t happened yet but will see what happens. Next I am still thinking about going to third shift, which would be midnight until eight in the morning because I don’t sleep that, much anyway and I really need my life back. Going to third shift creates more than one problem for me but I will choose this one to tell you about his name is Timmy well Timothy Francis Fisher and he is really nice and cute the only thing wrong with him is he wears Abercrombie and Fitch cologne and frankly I think that I am falling in love with him and I don't know if he is gay or not I am pretty sure that he is least bi but I just don't know but I can tell you this the other day he told me I looked cute (when I had to come up for a meeting so I wasn’t in khaki and red)he asked me to go out to lunch and then asked someone else in the deli that is our friend but I only think that he did it because he isn’t sure of himself yet I don’t know that sounded good right? Then we exchanged numbers but the next day I woke up with a migraine and he seemed a little upset that I didn't call him it feels to me that we are always flirting or anytime we look at each other we are smiling at each other and I don’t think that he knows how much I like him and I am afraid to tell him because if he isn’t gay I’m not to sure how he will take it so what the hell should I do?