Oct 14, 2005 21:11
im suppose to be studying because i have a crazy, hectic couple of weeks ahead of me. I started to study for my history of visual arts midterm (which is probably gonna be one of the hardest things i have to do this semester not including that final as well) i have a spanish test tuesday and i have the lab for ch 3 due as well. i have a painting due and then i have 2 papers due in the next 2-3 weeks... one with a project to go along, yeah its really nuts... i get stressed thinking about it but i keep reminding myself, just breathe and do one thing at a time.
yesterday i picked up a brochure on the Paris trip the art program does every summer. i really want to go, not only is it paris but i think it would be an all around experience for me to do this. I feel like i live such a predictable life and sometimes i just get tied down in it, i want to do something thats not my everyday and not something i could just do... now all i have to do is save money, money i don't have because im about 1200 in debt with my credit card. i dont know how its all going to happen or even if it will but im going to try my hardest that it does.
my diet is... coming along slowly. since grahams been him hes done nothing but back track me on my good intentions. he eats all the things i cannot have and of course right now my will power is about 0% so....this week hasnt been very good. next week hes suppose to start the diet with me but i dont think he really wants to change his ways. for both of our sakes i hope we both can get through the hardest part.
thats it for now...back to studying.
i dont think ive ever studied on a friday night, there is a first for everything.
xoxo