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Feeling better now I've been doing some thinking about my life and wonder if it would be better if I just moved back here with my mum. Its alot nicer here cept for all the cats and cat hair and the crazy old man with alheizmers that my mum takes care of. But I feel more free here I can eat what I want, watch what I want, stay up and sleep as long as I want. At my dad's house its like I'm in a prison I stay in my liddle room all day, I have to eat what they eat and most of it is food I don't even like I've lost alot weight from being there :/, all they watch on tv is boring old bbcamerica,cnn or the home and garden network and I can't watch anything I want :(. I also feel that everytime I come out of my room they watch my every move I don't like it atleast here I can move around the house without someone staring at me. I also get along alot better with my mum probably cause I've been around her my whole life sure she embarasses me alot but atleast she talks to me unlike my dad who only gives me those annoying talks about the end of the world or that I have to do something with my life. And another thing my dad always tells me I need to socialize more but what do they do all the time? They hardly ever go out and do anything the most they do is goto the store atleast here I can see my siblings and my niece and my friends from here. The only thing I would miss from there is the dsl but maybe I can convience my mum to get it here :D
And the thing that annoys me the most is that they get mad if I stay up late cause it keeps them up cause their room is right next to mine **well sorry but I'm a insomniac sheesh** but I stay up to see Linda and she is what matters to me most now and since I've been here I've been able to talk to her in peace for as long as I want :)
Also there are more oppertunities for me to get a job here since this is civilization and there are lots of stores and stuff just within 20mins of here unlike my dad's where its out in the middle of nowhere and every attempt for me to get a job has been unsuccessful :p
Yeap think I'll talk to my mum and Linda about this and decide
And the thing that annoys me the most is that they get mad if I stay up late cause it keeps them up cause their room is right next to mine **well sorry but I'm a insomniac sheesh** but I stay up to see Linda and she is what matters to me most now and since I've been here I've been able to talk to her in peace for as long as I want :)
Also there are more oppertunities for me to get a job here since this is civilization and there are lots of stores and stuff just within 20mins of here unlike my dad's where its out in the middle of nowhere and every attempt for me to get a job has been unsuccessful :p
Yeap think I'll talk to my mum and Linda about this and decide