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note: no recepient
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sex in leue of love
i want not your heart
but more your body
damp flesh powdered with
quick lusty breaths
heart pulsating
blood in veins
heavy thick pulse
body in leue of heart
i want your heart
as much as i want aids
and i'm sure you love me
just the same
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downpour of emotions
slap in the face of me
hide and seek with your heart
i always seem to lose.
dried up emotion
the crust of it falls from our lips
the love - forgotten and unmissed -
wiped on a napkin
thrown into the trashcan
it was no big deal to either of us