The Utter Disapointment.
Ya know.. It's funny. You think everything's going alright then it all comes crashing down right in front of your face.
I thought i was doing alright there for awhile.
But of course life always has it's ways of showing you how completely wrong you are.
I fucked up major.
I wish i could rewind to 6 months ago.
I would like to think i was somewhat happy then.
I don't know anymore.
I got a wonderful boyfriend.. but he's in Jail.
I got bills piling up.
And i got his stress to take care of too.
I just feel so stuck.
I'm so fucking miserable.
I don't even know why i bother to look or read this thing anymore.
Whatever.