tell me what you see
Today was again, castle-crashing.
Bridge-collapsing.
Both encouraging but nerve-racking.
Why didn't I get that award?
The seniors.
So my morning started off at exactly 6:05am.
I got up, picked out a shirt, slipped on the skirt, and then one messed up braid was all it took to begin the worst day of the rest of my life.
I even cryed in the car, livejournal.
Sean Brewington and Kevin Zansler, the only form of Kristen Gremillion I had left.
Are gone.
Patrick and Alaina.
Alaina. You really don't know what you have until it's gone.
I've been thinking what my senior quote is going to be, livejournal. Ever since freshman year.
And I don't even have the slightest good idea.
Jesse.
Oh. come on.
1) Katie knows you'd pick renee anyday.
2) You didn't go to far. Actually, I was like praying that you wouldn't think that.
3) I haven't kissed anyone since you. And love? you're ridiculous.
4) Don't you think I've already figured out that "Prestons' too good for me" thing.
5) Where am I? Aqui siempre.
6) I wanna go see it again!!!!!!!!!!!!
7) WHY DOES JPAS HAVE TO BE SO EXPENSIVE?
8) I miss acting, too. :(
I wanna be a senior star. I wanna be the most outstanding in Acting 3.
I wanna be an essential member of junior board and have my sponser be proud of me.
I wanna be in English III honors. I wanna be in law studies.
I don't want to skip class ever again. I want to go home and do projects and my homework because I understand how to do it.
I want to take Spanish 2, and 3.
I want to be in engineering club again. I want to be on Mock Trial. I want to have a million members in key club.
I want my junior year to be wise.
And not burnt out like this year.
I'm tired of drugs. Any form.
I'm tired of going home with nothing to do.
I'm tired of falling asleep in class.
I'm tired of teachers hating me.
I'm tired of sneaking around.
Maddie, I will NOT skip with you anymore.
I'm. sorry.
And I'm going to take Ms. Vales advice and write down all of my goals.
So I don't forget.
I want to be in a play.
With a leading role.
Filled with commitment.
And an audience.
And lights shining in my eyes.
And 5 pounds of makeup.
And laughter and applaud.
I want to be in a play.
I want to be a movie star.
I don't want a lot of money one day.
I want to make the world happy.
I feel like dancing.
Santa Monica.
While it's still alive.
While I'M still alive.
I know who I am, right now.
I know what I can be.
Doctor, my eyes, they cannot see the sky.
Bridge-collapsing.
Both encouraging but nerve-racking.
Why didn't I get that award?
The seniors.
So my morning started off at exactly 6:05am.
I got up, picked out a shirt, slipped on the skirt, and then one messed up braid was all it took to begin the worst day of the rest of my life.
I even cryed in the car, livejournal.
Sean Brewington and Kevin Zansler, the only form of Kristen Gremillion I had left.
Are gone.
Patrick and Alaina.
Alaina. You really don't know what you have until it's gone.
I've been thinking what my senior quote is going to be, livejournal. Ever since freshman year.
And I don't even have the slightest good idea.
Jesse.
Oh. come on.
1) Katie knows you'd pick renee anyday.
2) You didn't go to far. Actually, I was like praying that you wouldn't think that.
3) I haven't kissed anyone since you. And love? you're ridiculous.
4) Don't you think I've already figured out that "Prestons' too good for me" thing.
5) Where am I? Aqui siempre.
6) I wanna go see it again!!!!!!!!!!!!
7) WHY DOES JPAS HAVE TO BE SO EXPENSIVE?
8) I miss acting, too. :(
I wanna be a senior star. I wanna be the most outstanding in Acting 3.
I wanna be an essential member of junior board and have my sponser be proud of me.
I wanna be in English III honors. I wanna be in law studies.
I don't want to skip class ever again. I want to go home and do projects and my homework because I understand how to do it.
I want to take Spanish 2, and 3.
I want to be in engineering club again. I want to be on Mock Trial. I want to have a million members in key club.
I want my junior year to be wise.
And not burnt out like this year.
I'm tired of drugs. Any form.
I'm tired of going home with nothing to do.
I'm tired of falling asleep in class.
I'm tired of teachers hating me.
I'm tired of sneaking around.
Maddie, I will NOT skip with you anymore.
I'm. sorry.
And I'm going to take Ms. Vales advice and write down all of my goals.
So I don't forget.
I want to be in a play.
With a leading role.
Filled with commitment.
And an audience.
And lights shining in my eyes.
And 5 pounds of makeup.
And laughter and applaud.
I want to be in a play.
I want to be a movie star.
I don't want a lot of money one day.
I want to make the world happy.
I feel like dancing.
Santa Monica.
While it's still alive.
While I'M still alive.
I know who I am, right now.
I know what I can be.
Doctor, my eyes, they cannot see the sky.