The letter that changed everything
this is a letter i received yesterday and it has changed my views on everything. thank you, joe. hugs and kisses.
the scorpios i know are quite intentional heartbreakers and my vision is obviously impaired. so, to flip it and reverse it, maybe the balance will be turning in your favor? if you have been the true representative of divine woman, and been walked on as men will do to such things, then it cant be far reaching to think that you might recieve a man to pamper and pride you as you deserve. it is a shame though how many girls i know who give up on men because of the many boys running rampant. i have seen everyone i know get their just desserts in relationships, myself included. i was the careless one for sure for a time, and i have recently had my heart ground finer than espressobeans. it was nice to have all my friends witnessing it and having a laugh about it....kind of cemented the humility that was needed.
for now you are hurting, and i know it sounds cliche but....it is true what doesnt kill you etc. so for him, the unibomber, and all the other scabs you have endured you are wiser than before, and man is in indebted to you. ironically i find myself in the same situation as you all to often concerning needy people and it does get tiring, but it pays better to be the friend they need and hold back from being their sexuallysavvysavior. its easier on my end of course because girls seem to appreciate that more than boys who want to fuck their cares away.....but, as a boy, i love my sisters more than anything and collectively they are one of my many salvations.
god, i sound like dear abbey or something and i hope im not annoying you with it but since it is going.....
....you are a beautiful woman deserving of a beautiful man. i pray that someday he finds you, and in the meantime i pray you learn the value of being woman despite its demands and unappreciated love. i pray that you see the hurt that boys have brought you is not intentional but only a reflection of their pain. i pray that you know that it is not you, but them, that is askew.
in the meantime, ill send you dreams of dreams and kisses through the sky to bless your careful lips.
imsorry,
joe