The day that never ends.
Well, this is my first time on here in what seems like years.
I hate live journal with a passion, but its the only thing to do at work since they have blocked myspace. Really, myspace is a huge distraction and I am quite sure this will be too, but I do need something to pass the time when I am doing nothing. Learn? Who wants to learn? psh!
So last night I broke up with my boyfriend of 1 and a half months. Yes, my friends, I said 1 and a half months. I feel like a schmuck for doing so. He's so good to me and I gave it up. I guess his drinking problem and his anger issues scared me a bit. Not that he would ever do anything to hurt me, I just feel that he has stuff he needs to accomplish first and I think that as much as he says that I wont be a distraction, I am afraid I will be. I also have things I need to accomplish too. And doing so, I need to be alone to do them. I love having companionship as much, if not more than the next person, but I just cant handle that responsibility at this time in my life.
I want to do stuff this weekend. I want to go to the Natural History Museum, Third Street in Santa Monica and shopping on Melrose. I don't know how I will accomplish this all before the turn of Monday, but I'm sure as hell gonna try. In addition, I also want to see the DaVinci Code.
I went to the tanning salon yesterday and the spots that touch the bed dont tan. Im very hostile about this, because I have a spot on my shoulder blade and on my butt that are as white as a ghost. ARG!
I hate live journal with a passion, but its the only thing to do at work since they have blocked myspace. Really, myspace is a huge distraction and I am quite sure this will be too, but I do need something to pass the time when I am doing nothing. Learn? Who wants to learn? psh!
So last night I broke up with my boyfriend of 1 and a half months. Yes, my friends, I said 1 and a half months. I feel like a schmuck for doing so. He's so good to me and I gave it up. I guess his drinking problem and his anger issues scared me a bit. Not that he would ever do anything to hurt me, I just feel that he has stuff he needs to accomplish first and I think that as much as he says that I wont be a distraction, I am afraid I will be. I also have things I need to accomplish too. And doing so, I need to be alone to do them. I love having companionship as much, if not more than the next person, but I just cant handle that responsibility at this time in my life.
I want to do stuff this weekend. I want to go to the Natural History Museum, Third Street in Santa Monica and shopping on Melrose. I don't know how I will accomplish this all before the turn of Monday, but I'm sure as hell gonna try. In addition, I also want to see the DaVinci Code.
I went to the tanning salon yesterday and the spots that touch the bed dont tan. Im very hostile about this, because I have a spot on my shoulder blade and on my butt that are as white as a ghost. ARG!