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had a waivering 102-104 temp this weekend. couldnt breathe & went into urgent care this morning. fun. i really dont like needles stealing my b l o o d and running it through a t u b e. yea. my throat is burning.
the worse came later though. god i hate seeing him like that. i dont know what i would do without him. i couldnt speak, not a single word or mutter, i felt so weak. all i could do was cry and hope he didnt hear and become fussed.
it really needs to be 10 am.
i feel like dying i died.
im just going to cry myself to sleep and pray for the best.