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On Like This
Why cant I hate you when its all said and done
I want to cling to you and yet I want to run
you keep on hurting me with out even realizing
with out knowing you’re the reason I’m still crying
I say things to cover the pain you left behind
but I’m fooling nobody but myself, my heart is blind
I want to be with you so much, I keep causing myself pain
My heart keeps losing what I’m trying to gain
Your still my muse, my inspiration its true
But that’s only because I’m still so mad at you
If you knew my feelings would you even care at all
If you knew how I felt would you still let me fall
I know you have you reasons, but I have mine too
I’m still fucking in love with you
Why cant you realize we were meant to be
Why cant you care enough to do anything for me
I’m a adult on the outside, that’s completely moved on
On the inside I’m a child, who still yearns to know what went wrong
I cant fight these feelings they are taking over my everything
Anger builds with each new emotion they bring
I cant get it all down on paper because I don’t understand it all just yet
But with each thought they make me more and more upset
I’m dieing to hold you, yet I’m trying to let go
With each tear of my heart I wish you would know
Your killing me slowly, your burning a thin thread
Your chasing me closer to the end that I dread
Is this really the end, are you sure your through
You don’t understand how much I don’t want to hear those words from you
I would starve myself if it would make you change your mind
I would walk a thousand miles to make you mine
If you wanted my blood, I would gladly give it up
Maybe I did mess things up
But I can only see me spending forever with one
The one holding my heart to a gun
You’ve got the trigger, you always choose to pull
My heart will stay empty, cause you once had it at full
No one can live up to what we had
Even if towards the end things went bad
You’ll always be the one I want, I cant live without
The one that I lay in bed and think about
The one who can take blame for my tears
The one who altered all of my fears
I hope your happy that you broke my heart
You just went right in and tore it apart
I keep giving you the thread to put it put it back together
It will go on like this, forever and ever
Why cant I hate you when its all said and done
I want to cling to you and yet I want to run
you keep on hurting me with out even realizing
with out knowing you’re the reason I’m still crying
I say things to cover the pain you left behind
but I’m fooling nobody but myself, my heart is blind
I want to be with you so much, I keep causing myself pain
My heart keeps losing what I’m trying to gain
Your still my muse, my inspiration its true
But that’s only because I’m still so mad at you
If you knew my feelings would you even care at all
If you knew how I felt would you still let me fall
I know you have you reasons, but I have mine too
I’m still fucking in love with you
Why cant you realize we were meant to be
Why cant you care enough to do anything for me
I’m a adult on the outside, that’s completely moved on
On the inside I’m a child, who still yearns to know what went wrong
I cant fight these feelings they are taking over my everything
Anger builds with each new emotion they bring
I cant get it all down on paper because I don’t understand it all just yet
But with each thought they make me more and more upset
I’m dieing to hold you, yet I’m trying to let go
With each tear of my heart I wish you would know
Your killing me slowly, your burning a thin thread
Your chasing me closer to the end that I dread
Is this really the end, are you sure your through
You don’t understand how much I don’t want to hear those words from you
I would starve myself if it would make you change your mind
I would walk a thousand miles to make you mine
If you wanted my blood, I would gladly give it up
Maybe I did mess things up
But I can only see me spending forever with one
The one holding my heart to a gun
You’ve got the trigger, you always choose to pull
My heart will stay empty, cause you once had it at full
No one can live up to what we had
Even if towards the end things went bad
You’ll always be the one I want, I cant live without
The one that I lay in bed and think about
The one who can take blame for my tears
The one who altered all of my fears
I hope your happy that you broke my heart
You just went right in and tore it apart
I keep giving you the thread to put it put it back together
It will go on like this, forever and ever