The Block

Aug 07, 2004 19:39

Well to day Keifer sent me a text. He wanted to know if I wanted to go to the block with him. I was like shure, and he also was like say ooohh ya i can wait to make out with you and all this other stuff, but he is just all talk. So i went and he had a friend with him. Keifer never really talks to me, so we have no communicaton in our relation ship, wich is the number one most importand thing to have. Well he dident like hardly talk to me, and he just barely put his arm around me. We turned to me while we were in the movies, and i was giving lots of like "hints" if u know wat i mean. But he wasent responding. Than I was like I wana kiss you and so we did, and this boy can kiss for S***!!! But he never has, but he dident really want to try. So I was like OK. So after the movie he like dident talk to me but we walked around and I mean it was like I was talking to his friend more than him. So I am so confused, I like the Touchy Felly kind of guys, like that will hold my hand and say nice things, and we can keep a confersation going, and kissing. Well me and Keifer dont have that. Well I called my friend Stephanie and I talked to her about it, and she thinks I should brake up with him, and soo do I. I never new keifer dident ever have a gf untill we were dating, and i really dont do inxperenced guys. So I know that im not happy in the relation ship. And we have been dating for like 3 weeks and i have only seen him like 2 times. Because he is tooo busy to see me. I dont know how to brake up with him, i hate braking peoples hearts.....it soooo sad. But stephanie said that i should do wats best for me. And I know that i should. But i dont know wat to say to him, he like has told my friend sarah that he is like in love with me, and he is like obsessed with me. that is going to make it even harder to brake up with him. I mean my heart is torn into two, and it hurts sooooo bad. I am crying as i write this. What do you think i should do, please post a comment!!!! I need help bad!!!! I hate relation ships, and this has nothing to do with the guys i met at Knots yester day. It just made me think that if i really liked keifer i would never had flirted with thouse guys at knots!!!!
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