who knows whats next..
i'm going out with mike today to find a job. i'm tired of playing phone tag with margo from the coalition. every time i god ownt here - NOBODYS THERE. fuck that. i want to start working. really bad. i need money.. i want a job.
i have a drug test tomorrow..and my results from last week come back today. ew. i need to be there by 5.. i'm nervous. no one cares though..
i'm beginning to think deering is completely and utterly against me and everything i stand for in every way. ViSEVERSA. just a thought. i'm probably just being insecure. crazy thoughts, crazy thoughts.. anyway. guys call me. yeah, wow, guys. i tell them to bug off cuz.. meh, i'm taken. duh. but they are very persistent. what is driving them ? must be my sluttiness.
i feel awful today. like sick.. tired.. lonely.. like i should be doing something that i'm not.
i'm horny.. a lot. i want deering to fuck me. NOW. :cry.:
i have a drug test tomorrow..and my results from last week come back today. ew. i need to be there by 5.. i'm nervous. no one cares though..
i'm beginning to think deering is completely and utterly against me and everything i stand for in every way. ViSEVERSA. just a thought. i'm probably just being insecure. crazy thoughts, crazy thoughts.. anyway. guys call me. yeah, wow, guys. i tell them to bug off cuz.. meh, i'm taken. duh. but they are very persistent. what is driving them ? must be my sluttiness.
i feel awful today. like sick.. tired.. lonely.. like i should be doing something that i'm not.
i'm horny.. a lot. i want deering to fuck me. NOW. :cry.: