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not that anyone cares or probably even read this anymore because well I never update. Today was overall a pretty good day. I had a lot of fun at Jamie's party...but when I was on my way home with my bro and droppin off Karyssa at her house I just got really sad and literally almost started to cry just sitting there in the car. In part it had to due with the fact that Karyssa had asked seth if he could drive instead of me because well Karyssa thinks I'm a bad driver... I guess that kinda started my whole being upset tonight... before it really didn't bother me just got me mad, but now it finally hit me... to hear from my bestfriend....actually lately I really wouldn't say bestfriend we barely talk anymore and realized this today when I showed up and it was just me and her in the room and nothing was really said at all...seems me and Karyssa have grown further apart =( but what I was getting at is that the fact that she use to ask me for rides when she didn't have a car and never said anything then, but now all of a sudden I'm a bad driver and she doesn't even want to drive with me anymore just hurts.
well youth conference was this weekend and it ended up being a lot better than I had thought it would have turned out. Games were fun, the video's were great and I loved the speakers. but most of all I'm gonna miss the people...even though I'm still going to be in the area just knowing that when those SYA's come around that I'm not going to be there to see all my friends =( Most of all I'm going to miss Emily. Not seeing her smiling face, hearing her sarcastic remarks, the flirting, just everything...I'm going to miss her so much when she moves out to cali... one by one it seems I'm losing really close friends. I don't want to grow up, I don't want to go into the real world, I like my life where it is and I could really use someone here right now....
well youth conference was this weekend and it ended up being a lot better than I had thought it would have turned out. Games were fun, the video's were great and I loved the speakers. but most of all I'm gonna miss the people...even though I'm still going to be in the area just knowing that when those SYA's come around that I'm not going to be there to see all my friends =( Most of all I'm going to miss Emily. Not seeing her smiling face, hearing her sarcastic remarks, the flirting, just everything...I'm going to miss her so much when she moves out to cali... one by one it seems I'm losing really close friends. I don't want to grow up, I don't want to go into the real world, I like my life where it is and I could really use someone here right now....