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Well the past two days sucked!! My girlfriend is in the hospital and not breathing well... So Im worried about her but she'll be fine! I was hit with some bad news myself that I must have a job by the end of the week and paying rent... or I no longer have a home, Which sorta blows! Im seriously about ready to explode. This all has hit me sooo fast I dont even know what to do or what to think, I havent slept hardly at all so I feel like shit! I seriously just want to die. I hate how much I have to deal with! I mean you'd think that god must hate me or something! you could take a day from my life and give it to someone else who thinks they know heartache, or pain, or sorrow and they would be over whelmed. I dont know how else to say it but, damn my life sucks I do what I can to make it better but I can only do so much. I found the girl of my dreams so that part is done and Im happy there but everything else is crazy! I have 2 bands one which is starting to pick up the other is seemingly dead we havent practiced in near a month, I understand that they have school but still practice occasionally is still better than none! anyways Im done with venting I could do a ton more but you guys are already ready to shoot me.