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So im grounded.
I got caught sneaking out. Well...while I had been gone for like 3hours then they call haha
But yea im grounded but I will get out.
I find it stupid how parents want to 'ground' you and keep you from your friends when your friends make you happy and keep you out of trouble most of the time.
So i've met a few guys since I have been single and its quite interesting because it doesn't really feel the same. It seems like its not right but thats what long term relationship break ups are for right?
And its quite hard for me to get over HIM but i've done hella good over the past few weeks. And dealing with seeing him and his new girl together I think ive done pretty damn good if i do say so myself. I mean yea the first two weeks sucked so much ass. It was just like I went the the bottom of a bottle or some other sort of thing to forget and I did that 3 weeks straight.
Then shit happened and it made me go overboard and bad things happened and its scared me and I started to calm down
I end up finding out more shit about HIM and how he cheated on me and such I told HIM 'you broke my heart into a million pieces but I put it back together by my god damn self'
And after saying that and getting everything that he was hiding from me out I was a hell of alot more happy then I have ever been. And it was amazing feeling that happy again.
And so if just been taking it step by step from there watching where I do step and such because I dont need my heart broken again.
But it takes time right?
I got caught sneaking out. Well...while I had been gone for like 3hours then they call haha
But yea im grounded but I will get out.
I find it stupid how parents want to 'ground' you and keep you from your friends when your friends make you happy and keep you out of trouble most of the time.
So i've met a few guys since I have been single and its quite interesting because it doesn't really feel the same. It seems like its not right but thats what long term relationship break ups are for right?
And its quite hard for me to get over HIM but i've done hella good over the past few weeks. And dealing with seeing him and his new girl together I think ive done pretty damn good if i do say so myself. I mean yea the first two weeks sucked so much ass. It was just like I went the the bottom of a bottle or some other sort of thing to forget and I did that 3 weeks straight.
Then shit happened and it made me go overboard and bad things happened and its scared me and I started to calm down
I end up finding out more shit about HIM and how he cheated on me and such I told HIM 'you broke my heart into a million pieces but I put it back together by my god damn self'
And after saying that and getting everything that he was hiding from me out I was a hell of alot more happy then I have ever been. And it was amazing feeling that happy again.
And so if just been taking it step by step from there watching where I do step and such because I dont need my heart broken again.
But it takes time right?