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So I finally got my friend Lala on the phone the other night. It was weird. So many times she and I shared identical thoughts and ideas, it just doesn't feel that way anymore. After I hung up I was left thinking "wow, this really sucks without Amee here". Never in my entire life have I ever shared a brain with someone before Amee. Granted, I love Lala and she's been a great friend to me in the past. We've just grown very far apart, we lead incredibly different lives. I don't know if it was mean of me to think, but it almost felt good to have her say she'd miss me when I told her I was gonna move to California. It's gonna happen. More this week than ever do I wish we had run away to Orange County last October. Things just seem dreary. I'm not looking forward to going to community college where everyone says it's just like 13th grade. I hated highschool. I don't wish to go back. I want to go to shows and hang out till the wee hours of the morning with friends Amee. We just have such a good time when we go places. There are no replacements for that girl.
`we don't believe in filler, baby`
`we don't believe in filler, baby`