Dec 23, 2007 22:57
so tomorrow is christmas eve. I guess im excited, im not too sure yet.
sometimes i feel like i can never catch a break... like life is nothing but a test to see how much i can take. it's getting real old. =[[
my family is slowly turning into nothing. ugh. daily trips to hospital to see someone who i love dearly is really dragging me down.
i thank my lucky stars nothing happened to my best friend and she is still alive after monday. my heart dropped when i heard the news.
christmas is all about spending time with you're family, so why is it all my family dies or gets seriously ill around the hollidays. i hate it.