maxwell jayne
i talked to max today. for a really long time. there were tears and screaming. and i was really really happy. i miss that boy so much. he got his septum pierced. and hes still engaged. and life wont be back to normal for around 6 months which makes me sad. but his mom really really hates me stil. you think shed get over it. but yeah. theres a lot of shit happening with him. i miss him so much. i really do. i took his presence for granted and now that hes gone ive lost a best friend. i talked to him more than anyone and we went through so much together. i miss those times like a bitch. and now hes gone. and ughh. im a terrible person.