shitty week.

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This week has been such a shitty week. I'm glad it's almost over. I'm pretty much no longer friends with two of my best friends. One of them, really really hurt me and I don't know if I can forgive him or even want to see him again. Then I found out a friend of mine from Fleming passed away. He was diagnosed with cancer in 2007, it was in his legs and lungs and then they didn't think it was agressive and that he had a very good chance of going into remission. Well it spread into his brain apparently, and I assume his family knew he would be passing away soon because he died Tuesday and today is his funeral already. I found out in class, and have to leave because I was upset. He was the heavy technician program so he was finished in November but he still always came to visit us in Lindsay. He moved to Alberta for awhile and then moved back home. He lives about 4 hours away from me, and I'm not able to make the funeral. I notified a girl who lived in my dorm for a few months before moving home when she got pregnant about his passing away because they weren't really friends but she did know him. Well I got the snottiest email back saying how she already knew and how she actually went to see him in the hospital unlike some other people. Basically trying to make me feel like a shitty friend. She lives a 15 min drive away from him, I live a 4 hour drive...if I could even drive! It just made me so angry and upset. And I'm so worried about the assignments I have due in two weeks. I have 7 of them! And some of them are group work which I HATE HATE HATE, because there are always people who don't do work or do it wrong. And basically I'm the only one in my group who will do any work. I plan on talking to the teachers about it. And work. Of course that's stressing me out. Last night my regional managaer called me and yelled at me because something from last week wasn't done. I told her that I'm not the only one who works there so I'm not to blame, and I did the majority of it anyways. And then she told me I'm working next Thursday and it's a VIP customer event and I have to wear dressy black pants, white blouse, bow tie and dress shoes. I don't own most of those things! Especially a bow tie, not even a man's tie! I told her that I don't have those things and she said "Buy them." and I'm not allowed to wear dressy clothes I have to wear those things. Excuse me you pay me minimum wage I can't afford to buy things I'll never wear again. So I wrote a note for Sandra telling her I can't work that night because I have a meeting for school. Fuck them is all I have to say.

Tonight I'm having a girls night with two girls in my class, so I hope that turns out well and cheers me up a bit.