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so i know i dont update anymore..
here's why..
my best friend.. well, dont talk to her anymore.
my job.. still sucks
life in general.. really fucking boring..
all in all..
all the people that i care about.. seem to not really give a shit.
i seem to be the person "friends" call to, when their 'loved' ones fuck them over or whatever.. why can't my "friends" just wanna hangout w me, without there having to be consequences or alternative motive..
i've lost so many people especially this past year.. w/ changing from high school to barely college.. from my dad leaving on his infamous "buisness trip" or even my twin sister never talking to me..
so yea.. reading this makes me feel really pathetic... so im just gonna leave it at that.. hopefully someone will try and make the effort to call or whatever.. i cant expect much.. cuz i dont call them, but thats mainly cuz i know they dont want anything to do w me.. awsome..
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here's why..
my best friend.. well, dont talk to her anymore.
my job.. still sucks
life in general.. really fucking boring..
all in all..
all the people that i care about.. seem to not really give a shit.
i seem to be the person "friends" call to, when their 'loved' ones fuck them over or whatever.. why can't my "friends" just wanna hangout w me, without there having to be consequences or alternative motive..
i've lost so many people especially this past year.. w/ changing from high school to barely college.. from my dad leaving on his infamous "buisness trip" or even my twin sister never talking to me..
so yea.. reading this makes me feel really pathetic... so im just gonna leave it at that.. hopefully someone will try and make the effort to call or whatever.. i cant expect much.. cuz i dont call them, but thats mainly cuz i know they dont want anything to do w me.. awsome..
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