Just an update of myself
..::LOVE::..
So I kinda have a boyfriend, i say kinda, but I think we're actully going out. I just say kinda because I very much fear being one of those girls who are like "we are so in love, we're going to be together forever" only to break up like a week later...but I like him a lot and would love to end up with him forever, even if it doesn't happen (which it probably won't [I always manage to ruin things It's a special tallent :P ]) I totally love the time we had together and I've never been happier, even my parents notice how much better I am.
..: :P regnant::..
So i'm like 6months pregnant! I'm so excited and couldn't be happier...I love feeling the baby kick inside me, and I can't wait until he/she is born..I'm not sure what it is yet, but my mom thinks it's a girl :P Which I don't mind, but I think a boy would be more fun..while no I want a girl..idk it doesn't matter either way..I seriously can't think of a time when i've been this happy, even tho things arn't going the way I planned and like i"m a little young, I know that everything is going to be ok, and for the first time in my life I have something to live for.
..::Friends::..
While I don't really hang out with my highschool friends anymore..i'm not really sure what happened..well yes i do. I've changed and I can't expect them to always love me even though I'm nothign like I was before...idk but I do miss them and sometimes wish I would just call them up and ask them to hang out..but idk what would happen. Right now my friends basically consist of My mom, Catherine and Pam...I don't get to see Cath and Pam as I am not in Rankin, but we talk a lot through MSN, and Crystal I talk to her quite a bit..when I get the chance...I love them to death...
..::Family::..
I'm living with my parents right now, hopefully it's temprary, not that I hate them or anything, I just hate feeling like i'm depending on them..but i love that they are always there for me..I'm never alone. I know they got my back no matter what I get myself into...I spend most...well all of my days with my mom. Sometimes we just get on eachother's nerves but for the most part we get a long, I know she wishes she could give me mroe, but I love what I have..
..::School::..
I finsihed highschool and took one year of college. I only have to finsih another year to get my diploma and I mean I totally want to and believe I will..I'm just taking a little break. I didn't really like the college I went to anyway, I found it too leanient, like the teacher's wern't as professional as my highschool teachers, and I get that college is supposed to be different, but I just wish that we had a more teacher-student relationship rather than friends...but yeah school is boring...
well there's the main things...hope it's pretty interesting... :P
So I kinda have a boyfriend, i say kinda, but I think we're actully going out. I just say kinda because I very much fear being one of those girls who are like "we are so in love, we're going to be together forever" only to break up like a week later...but I like him a lot and would love to end up with him forever, even if it doesn't happen (which it probably won't [I always manage to ruin things It's a special tallent :P ]) I totally love the time we had together and I've never been happier, even my parents notice how much better I am.
..: :P regnant::..
So i'm like 6months pregnant! I'm so excited and couldn't be happier...I love feeling the baby kick inside me, and I can't wait until he/she is born..I'm not sure what it is yet, but my mom thinks it's a girl :P Which I don't mind, but I think a boy would be more fun..while no I want a girl..idk it doesn't matter either way..I seriously can't think of a time when i've been this happy, even tho things arn't going the way I planned and like i"m a little young, I know that everything is going to be ok, and for the first time in my life I have something to live for.
..::Friends::..
While I don't really hang out with my highschool friends anymore..i'm not really sure what happened..well yes i do. I've changed and I can't expect them to always love me even though I'm nothign like I was before...idk but I do miss them and sometimes wish I would just call them up and ask them to hang out..but idk what would happen. Right now my friends basically consist of My mom, Catherine and Pam...I don't get to see Cath and Pam as I am not in Rankin, but we talk a lot through MSN, and Crystal I talk to her quite a bit..when I get the chance...I love them to death...
..::Family::..
I'm living with my parents right now, hopefully it's temprary, not that I hate them or anything, I just hate feeling like i'm depending on them..but i love that they are always there for me..I'm never alone. I know they got my back no matter what I get myself into...I spend most...well all of my days with my mom. Sometimes we just get on eachother's nerves but for the most part we get a long, I know she wishes she could give me mroe, but I love what I have..
..::School::..
I finsihed highschool and took one year of college. I only have to finsih another year to get my diploma and I mean I totally want to and believe I will..I'm just taking a little break. I didn't really like the college I went to anyway, I found it too leanient, like the teacher's wern't as professional as my highschool teachers, and I get that college is supposed to be different, but I just wish that we had a more teacher-student relationship rather than friends...but yeah school is boring...
well there's the main things...hope it's pretty interesting... :P