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"Ive come here several times in the past week and i find myself just sitting here with nothing to write. i didnt feel like i had anything worthy to convey to my audience, if there even is one. ive even considered abandoning this journal but i dont think i will." my friend heather wrote this in her journal and it is really funny because i feel the same way half the time. i really don't know why i keep this journal. i guess it just feels good to write about my dumb little life. but it also kind of puts things into perspective. like half the time i write these hugely long entries about stupid problems or w/e and then i sit back and read them and i'm like wtf is wrong with me, this is a stupid "problem," so i usually end up deleting it all and writing something else.
i got the greatest compliment from my mom on sunday, even though it wasn't meant to be. she told john to grow up to be like me instead of my other brothers. now actually that i think about that that was quite mean to my other brothers, but damn it felt good to be the golden child for once.
ooh know whats really funny? i got to my brothers baseball games every sunday morning, and the moms are just like to my mom "wait, is that your daughter? does she babysit?" lol it cracks me up. except for the fact that my mom says i do. i mean, i feel really bad, but i don't really like little kids. idk why, but they really annoy me. but i like to make money, so i do it. pray for me though because i babysit the hell children tonight. its really funny because they are devout catholics, but i swear their children are the spawn of satan. lol thats ok though, i'll just make sure i bring my rope so i can just tie them up in front of the tv. j/k
hey its sunny out now. i think i'll go find something to do.
i got the greatest compliment from my mom on sunday, even though it wasn't meant to be. she told john to grow up to be like me instead of my other brothers. now actually that i think about that that was quite mean to my other brothers, but damn it felt good to be the golden child for once.
ooh know whats really funny? i got to my brothers baseball games every sunday morning, and the moms are just like to my mom "wait, is that your daughter? does she babysit?" lol it cracks me up. except for the fact that my mom says i do. i mean, i feel really bad, but i don't really like little kids. idk why, but they really annoy me. but i like to make money, so i do it. pray for me though because i babysit the hell children tonight. its really funny because they are devout catholics, but i swear their children are the spawn of satan. lol thats ok though, i'll just make sure i bring my rope so i can just tie them up in front of the tv. j/k
hey its sunny out now. i think i'll go find something to do.