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Cheated by the opposite of love.
I know I don't love that person. It's just some weird thing. When I really like someone, I really like someone. I feel like our history (though it doesn't feel as important? as I'd imagine) is something that I've gone deeper into, but not emotionally deeper, you know? I feel like I'm becoming a little attached.. no, I've been attached for a while. This is so silly/careless/naive of me. All I know is that we're talking like it's something, but it's not exactly named. It's not definitive, ya know? The other thing I know is that there is a hint of jealousy on both parts. This is so elusive-ish.
JEALOUSY. hewasmynumbertwolastyear.
&I just really like the yeahyeahyeahs.
Antyway, I've conquered (kindof) finals.
&I'VE GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL, HOLY CRAPOLY! That's so ridiculous. I only got teary-eyed like twice during the ceremony, but this shit doesn't fall. It's like I'm a still waterfall, dig? It's just exciting, but with the things that I do over the summer.. I can't help but think that I'm in college now. Shouldn't my activities be more adult? But then I feel like that's totally not me, I don't even know what I'm saying, but I do know, ya know? It makes sense when it's not put into exact words. C'est la vie!
I think I'm going to apply at the schoolboard for the substitute thing so I can work at my mom's office, which won't be so bad, I guess. But I also want to help with Vacation Bible School because I want it to start again the second it ends. Whatever. I really want my license next week, like forrealz.
I FEEL SO/TOO PINEYYYY. this is so ridiculoussss.
Onto movies: I've seen Shrek the Third, PIRATES, HOLYCRAPP!, and I just watched Almost Famous for the first time at Kristin's house. We're all the cutest. I also bought Ferris Bueller's Day Off a couple of days ago. MADISON, IT MADE ME THINK OF YOU! :) Target, je t'aime parce que tu es cheap! OUIOUI, HONHON!
I'm just so excited/nervous concerning everything about life.
OYVEY!!
Also, all of my NO friends, I don't care if Bojangle's isn't that awesome, if you visit me, we will eat there. Then we will go to downtown Lafayette and frolic.
New Orleans within the next couple of weeks? Who knows. Launey mentioned it.
OHH, LIFE.
OHHH, TEXT MESSAGES.
BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN: 43 dayssss!!!
I know I don't love that person. It's just some weird thing. When I really like someone, I really like someone. I feel like our history (though it doesn't feel as important? as I'd imagine) is something that I've gone deeper into, but not emotionally deeper, you know? I feel like I'm becoming a little attached.. no, I've been attached for a while. This is so silly/careless/naive of me. All I know is that we're talking like it's something, but it's not exactly named. It's not definitive, ya know? The other thing I know is that there is a hint of jealousy on both parts. This is so elusive-ish.
JEALOUSY. hewasmynumbertwolastyear.
&I just really like the yeahyeahyeahs.
Antyway, I've conquered (kindof) finals.
&I'VE GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL, HOLY CRAPOLY! That's so ridiculous. I only got teary-eyed like twice during the ceremony, but this shit doesn't fall. It's like I'm a still waterfall, dig? It's just exciting, but with the things that I do over the summer.. I can't help but think that I'm in college now. Shouldn't my activities be more adult? But then I feel like that's totally not me, I don't even know what I'm saying, but I do know, ya know? It makes sense when it's not put into exact words. C'est la vie!
I think I'm going to apply at the schoolboard for the substitute thing so I can work at my mom's office, which won't be so bad, I guess. But I also want to help with Vacation Bible School because I want it to start again the second it ends. Whatever. I really want my license next week, like forrealz.
I FEEL SO/TOO PINEYYYY. this is so ridiculoussss.
Onto movies: I've seen Shrek the Third, PIRATES, HOLYCRAPP!, and I just watched Almost Famous for the first time at Kristin's house. We're all the cutest. I also bought Ferris Bueller's Day Off a couple of days ago. MADISON, IT MADE ME THINK OF YOU! :) Target, je t'aime parce que tu es cheap! OUIOUI, HONHON!
I'm just so excited/nervous concerning everything about life.
OYVEY!!
Also, all of my NO friends, I don't care if Bojangle's isn't that awesome, if you visit me, we will eat there. Then we will go to downtown Lafayette and frolic.
New Orleans within the next couple of weeks? Who knows. Launey mentioned it.
OHH, LIFE.
OHHH, TEXT MESSAGES.
BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN: 43 dayssss!!!