Life is ridiculous.
No, it really is. I'm so serious. Anatomy test today. Brit Lit test tomorrow. Trig test Thursday. Poetry recitation Friday. Brit Lit essay Monday.
WHAT THE FUCK, MAYYN.
It's kind of like this time in life is really weird. I like my friends at school, but I think this is the first time that I can say "I hate school" and be the closest to meaning it.
I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of everything. I'm so apathetic towards school. I don't really think it's senioritis, it's just pure exhaustion. I feel so like.. nearly emotionally unstable.. but I hate emotions usually, not really hate. I dislike showing them. And I also don't like the fact that I'm not happy. Or, not as happy as I could/should be.
Laugh break just now. See, I like being at school for my friends, the work here is so.. pressured right now.
I think I need a massage.
I miss my friends from home. I miss ease. I miss hanging out and riding in cars. I miss watching tv, internet ALL THE TIME, and my own bed.
Okayokay. I guess that's enough moping.
Thanksgiving break was a nice change of pace. Except when I had to wake up early or get MRIs and shit. I look like a heroin addict.
Hanging with Virginia was pretty sweet. Seeing Anna for the first time since the school year began was grrreat. I feel like a crappy friend for only seeing her once, though. GUAHH.
Kristin was cute. I miss Charlie. Michael is HI-larious. I forgot to hang with Scott [what?]. Watermelon is a good flavor. Apparently, I'm appealing to people I've only just met.
Borat is funnyfunnyfunny. James Bond is such a man. Andy and I sang Bright Eyes together and he remembered where I live! I gave Dave Chappelle back. Now I'm sad, because I feel like I might want to watch it, manss. Whatevs. I also miss my mommy. And her being cutesy. And us cooking together, and by together, I mean she cooked and I stir/sample.
Another laugh break!
&College is so stupid. Like.. whatever. I can't wait to live in a cute appartment in Baton Rouge [maybe!]!!!
I guess that's it.
Lots of things aren't easily avoidable.
In conclusion: I know you see me looking at you and you already know.. I want to fuck you.
WHAT THE FUCK, MAYYN.
It's kind of like this time in life is really weird. I like my friends at school, but I think this is the first time that I can say "I hate school" and be the closest to meaning it.
I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of everything. I'm so apathetic towards school. I don't really think it's senioritis, it's just pure exhaustion. I feel so like.. nearly emotionally unstable.. but I hate emotions usually, not really hate. I dislike showing them. And I also don't like the fact that I'm not happy. Or, not as happy as I could/should be.
Laugh break just now. See, I like being at school for my friends, the work here is so.. pressured right now.
I think I need a massage.
I miss my friends from home. I miss ease. I miss hanging out and riding in cars. I miss watching tv, internet ALL THE TIME, and my own bed.
Okayokay. I guess that's enough moping.
Thanksgiving break was a nice change of pace. Except when I had to wake up early or get MRIs and shit. I look like a heroin addict.
Hanging with Virginia was pretty sweet. Seeing Anna for the first time since the school year began was grrreat. I feel like a crappy friend for only seeing her once, though. GUAHH.
Kristin was cute. I miss Charlie. Michael is HI-larious. I forgot to hang with Scott [what?]. Watermelon is a good flavor. Apparently, I'm appealing to people I've only just met.
Borat is funnyfunnyfunny. James Bond is such a man. Andy and I sang Bright Eyes together and he remembered where I live! I gave Dave Chappelle back. Now I'm sad, because I feel like I might want to watch it, manss. Whatevs. I also miss my mommy. And her being cutesy. And us cooking together, and by together, I mean she cooked and I stir/sample.
Another laugh break!
&College is so stupid. Like.. whatever. I can't wait to live in a cute appartment in Baton Rouge [maybe!]!!!
I guess that's it.
Lots of things aren't easily avoidable.
In conclusion: I know you see me looking at you and you already know.. I want to fuck you.