May 12, 2005 01:14
wow i really do hate my self sometimes, i suck so much, i always seem to be able to screw somthing up, i always end up hurting people
thats how i feel right now, and tho i do feel like an asshole, i know that i have so much to live for, i'm not a stupid fucking emo kid who is gunna whine about life. i have a great girlfriend,good friends, a kick ass job, and so much more. My gf's dad likes me YES my parrents love my GF YES and i want to be with her forever... and thats what seems to be expected by both sides now... i love it... so despite my little screw ups, which i am soo sorry for, i love my life... all because of this one girl, Vera... I LOVE YOU