The other day.
When I really think of something that made me proud,
just to spite my bitter angst and all,
I see my drawings.
Now, I am still in the depressing time of "couldn't draw anything".
Nothing still makes me...wanting to move the pencil.
Where do I download "inspiration" and "motivation", seriously?
Even though I realized Arts has come a long way for me, and it was the first thing I have ever fought for...myself...
oh.
Now, I shall go back to making another revelation.