Another Year..
is coming to a close. I swear it gets faster each time! This time last year i was just beginning to get ill.. more ill than i'd realise, body went on shutdown, which lasted til mid january, if i recall correctly and i blame stress completely. So i left 2010 feeling like death and entered 2011 feeling just the same! The end of this year has been quite different, as far as stress is concerned, i'm more on top of it, i'm also spending xmas at my boyfriends, i've never spent xmas away from home so i'm determined to enjoy it!
As for the new year, i'm feeling considerably better about the thought of returned to the working world, scared but more equipped, i think :p but yes, i have plans i am determind to follow through because i cannot continue on the way i am going. I've said similar before but just couldn't get 'there'. This time i shall try again and i will keep trying til i get to where i want to be, i will not give up.. i can't or i may aswell just lie down and die.
Things have come around which i'm quite pleased about, again, it is scary but if i don't face up to this stuff how will i ever get better and enjoy living to the full again.
I believe time is definitely key to getting better, that and patience of course. :)
So i'll leave this entry by saying Happy Xmas to you and see you on the other side! :)
<3
xxxxxx
As for the new year, i'm feeling considerably better about the thought of returned to the working world, scared but more equipped, i think :p but yes, i have plans i am determind to follow through because i cannot continue on the way i am going. I've said similar before but just couldn't get 'there'. This time i shall try again and i will keep trying til i get to where i want to be, i will not give up.. i can't or i may aswell just lie down and die.
Things have come around which i'm quite pleased about, again, it is scary but if i don't face up to this stuff how will i ever get better and enjoy living to the full again.
I believe time is definitely key to getting better, that and patience of course. :)
So i'll leave this entry by saying Happy Xmas to you and see you on the other side! :)
<3
xxxxxx