Update.
Been a while so i thought i'd update.. (5 mins actually passed since i wrote that part).. can't think of what to put.. ok, been at Sebs quite abit.. if i remember rightly the last time i updated was around my birthday.
Ok, so.. been at Sebs.. i'm here now actually. Been going pretty good so far, facing some of my demons.. dosn't always seem to come out right though, heh.
By demons i mean i'm insecure, untrusting and paranoid.. i'm trying so hard to let them out more than bottling them in, letting them out, i mean, in a good way.. well, as best as i can do anyway.. its hard and feels embarrasing.. feel like i'm the only one who feels this way.. i do realise that can't actually be true though.
My sleep is completely upside down aswell. Getting it slowly sorted though.
Little rant there :0p
Apart from the hard parts everything seems to be ok.
Wasn't much of an update really.. more of a moan, hehe.
Anyway, Curb Your Enthusiasm has just started so i will bid you all, good day. :0)
Ok, so.. been at Sebs.. i'm here now actually. Been going pretty good so far, facing some of my demons.. dosn't always seem to come out right though, heh.
By demons i mean i'm insecure, untrusting and paranoid.. i'm trying so hard to let them out more than bottling them in, letting them out, i mean, in a good way.. well, as best as i can do anyway.. its hard and feels embarrasing.. feel like i'm the only one who feels this way.. i do realise that can't actually be true though.
My sleep is completely upside down aswell. Getting it slowly sorted though.
Little rant there :0p
Apart from the hard parts everything seems to be ok.
Wasn't much of an update really.. more of a moan, hehe.
Anyway, Curb Your Enthusiasm has just started so i will bid you all, good day. :0)