Jan 31, 2005 08:28
So its 1:15 in the morning, you're obsessively thinking about that 'special person' again. You can't help but wonder if they're thinking about you. You decide to call them up to see if they are, but they don't answer the phone. You start to wonder, maybe they're with someone else or they fell asleep; but you're aching to talk to them. You decide to go and try to sleep, you turn on your radio and close your eyes, but as you're tossing and turning you secretly wish they would call your cell phone so you could pick it up in a heartbeat and tell them how much you miss them. While you're listening to the radio, the song that has a special meaning to you and him/her comes on. You have that longing feeling in your body again and you begin to reminice about your special moments that you guys shared from three years ago to last night, all your inside jokes. Then your thoughts get deeper, you think of the future; first with him/her in it, then you try to picture your life without them, no matter how hard you try they're still there. At that moment you realize you love them. He/She doesn't know, you aren't sure if you should tell them, you're unaware of their reaction or what impact it would make on the future of the relationship. What do you do? Do you tell them your true feelings? Or do you hide them forever?
Well its a week later, you get a call on your cell phone from a number you dont recognize. You dont answer it on account you dont know who it is. They leave you a message, you ignore it because you have to get to class. At the end of the school day you're outside walking to your car and you remember that you got a message. You dial your voicemail and you're listening to this unfamiliar voice telling you about your nightmare that has come true. The one you cared about most is gone. So many thoughts come rushing through your head. You wished you had told them that you loved them, you wish that you would have cherished your time together more, you wish so many things that wont ever come true or happen. You start crying in the middle of the parking lot your legs suddenly numb and you walk to the curb so you can take a seat so you dont collapse. Your thoughts start settling down and you cant believe they're gone. You just want them in your arms so bad at the moment. You try calling theyre cell phone but it connects directly to their voicemail. You have to face it... they're gone. Now you have to picture your life without them cause theres no way they'll be in your future anymore.
If you have true feelings for someone, tell them. You never know when its too late and you'll never know if they feel the same way if you dont tell them.
Someone sent me this on myspace...how true is this..I was thinking of someone last night* hope you guys liked it. Mel