Sometimes I wonder
You know sometimes i wonder if there really is something wrong with me and if people can tell?
Mom says that i don't smile as much as i use to, is that true?
She says I seem soo mad at the world, do i seem that way?
Am i the same peson that every one knew last year?
Mom says also that i lost myself, do i seem that way?
Am i just overreacting??
I dont think so, i think its all true...
I know i seem down on myself, i may seem like this really happy go lucky kid, but i dont think i am..am i?
Am i really insane?
How am I?
What am I?
Am i the same person, i know people change, but have i changed to much?
Am i oppsesive over things? like logan?
Do people really like the way i am?
Do they even like me?
Are people my friends, because they feel bad or that fact that im the only person that will talk to them?
Am i just the stupid, crazy, insane person, that tries to get peoples attentions?
I dont know....i guess she's right, i've lost myself...
Im confused...
You guys probbly do not want to here about this shit, and you dont have to post to it either, it things that i needed to get out of my head...
~~~confused maddy~~~
The house cracks
But you seem to fix it
Every time the glass shatters
You pick it up with your bare hands
Scaring those hands, those ever so lovely hands.
Your as strong at the strongest tree
You can howl the like wind
Your angry rises like the fire in buring building
But you can be as calm as the ocean...
We change, you change
But you always seem to find yourself, that inner peace that everyone looks for.
You say, "You will understand when you get older"
But i want to understand Now.
DOnt grow up to fast she says
Enjoy the childhood you have
Savor ever moment you have
The Happiest
The Saddiest
Even those raging moments that you have
Savor them all...
Because thats life we live
Some ends will meet and some wont
But life isnt all that easy
Its a yarn ball tangled up
Unlooping those threads...
Your as strong at the strongest tree
You can howl the like wind
Your angry rises like the fire in buring building
But you can be as calm as the ocean...
Mom says that i don't smile as much as i use to, is that true?
She says I seem soo mad at the world, do i seem that way?
Am i the same peson that every one knew last year?
Mom says also that i lost myself, do i seem that way?
Am i just overreacting??
I dont think so, i think its all true...
I know i seem down on myself, i may seem like this really happy go lucky kid, but i dont think i am..am i?
Am i really insane?
How am I?
What am I?
Am i the same person, i know people change, but have i changed to much?
Am i oppsesive over things? like logan?
Do people really like the way i am?
Do they even like me?
Are people my friends, because they feel bad or that fact that im the only person that will talk to them?
Am i just the stupid, crazy, insane person, that tries to get peoples attentions?
I dont know....i guess she's right, i've lost myself...
Im confused...
You guys probbly do not want to here about this shit, and you dont have to post to it either, it things that i needed to get out of my head...
~~~confused maddy~~~
The house cracks
But you seem to fix it
Every time the glass shatters
You pick it up with your bare hands
Scaring those hands, those ever so lovely hands.
Your as strong at the strongest tree
You can howl the like wind
Your angry rises like the fire in buring building
But you can be as calm as the ocean...
We change, you change
But you always seem to find yourself, that inner peace that everyone looks for.
You say, "You will understand when you get older"
But i want to understand Now.
DOnt grow up to fast she says
Enjoy the childhood you have
Savor ever moment you have
The Happiest
The Saddiest
Even those raging moments that you have
Savor them all...
Because thats life we live
Some ends will meet and some wont
But life isnt all that easy
Its a yarn ball tangled up
Unlooping those threads...
Your as strong at the strongest tree
You can howl the like wind
Your angry rises like the fire in buring building
But you can be as calm as the ocean...