Hurt that's not supposed to show and tears that fall when no one knows
So yes much has happened since I last wrote.
For starters, me and Christa finally got to see the movie Mike Sinterniklaas, aka the guy I will eventually bang, in it. It was a really gross movie and it had some mediocre acting. The cinematography wasn't that great either, it looked like someone used their own home camera and shot it in their house and was like yeah horror movie. There were random zombies and they didn't explain how they got there at all the guy who made it was like "Who needs to explain zombies? They're great" And I was like well it would help...You could also tell a male hade wrote the movie b/c in the middle of the movie the demon girls are dancing around naked for like 15 minutes and rubbing blood on themselves and it had nothing to do with the plot...me and Christa skipped over it xD Mike was looking fine though, his character was one of the last to die too. And he was obsessed with making a buck lol
The next few days went by fine, I've been trying to lose wieght and cut out some bad foods (I snack too much) I only want to drop maybe 5-6 pounds, I gained a little wieght from sitting around all day and when I went to the beach...
I also saw Alex again. It was so awkward this time...I was bagging his groceries. I didn't notice he was in line until I looked up after putting my bagging shit down at Ms.Bessie's line (The only other person was my manager nearby and we can't bag for them) I didn't want to go there anyway but she was there long and if I skipped over her to go somewhere else I'd feel bad b/c I'm her favorite even though I hate bagging there...well anyway I look up and he's staring at me like wtf are you doing? And Ms.Bessie is talking to me and shit so I try to smile when she asks me when I'm off. I avoid looking his way and it's obvious I'm nervous again. I hate that. So I bag his two items, he was obviously trying to avoid me when I was by the express line. It also happened to be that he was buying a pack of condoms. That's just a little awkward. Haha I was laughing with my friend b/c she told me it was wishful thinking. He just kind looked nervous at me and didn't say anything when he picked up his bag and bolted.
I was just like great...just go away back to your college already so I don't have to see your face anymore...
Other than that incident my weekend was fun. I went for a picnic with Laura today and we talked a lot. I was busy gushing about how excited I was for Otakon and how much stuff I had to do this year. Like every month I've had something big, like this month Otakon, September is the Diru concert, October I turn 16 and in November I have AUSA. I can't wait...this year is gonna kick ass and when I turn 16 I'm gonna be able to work in starbucks and get more hours and more $$$$$$ for spending...I hope I can go on the cleveland trip again too...
well ciao
Laura ♥
For starters, me and Christa finally got to see the movie Mike Sinterniklaas, aka the guy I will eventually bang, in it. It was a really gross movie and it had some mediocre acting. The cinematography wasn't that great either, it looked like someone used their own home camera and shot it in their house and was like yeah horror movie. There were random zombies and they didn't explain how they got there at all the guy who made it was like "Who needs to explain zombies? They're great" And I was like well it would help...You could also tell a male hade wrote the movie b/c in the middle of the movie the demon girls are dancing around naked for like 15 minutes and rubbing blood on themselves and it had nothing to do with the plot...me and Christa skipped over it xD Mike was looking fine though, his character was one of the last to die too. And he was obsessed with making a buck lol
The next few days went by fine, I've been trying to lose wieght and cut out some bad foods (I snack too much) I only want to drop maybe 5-6 pounds, I gained a little wieght from sitting around all day and when I went to the beach...
I also saw Alex again. It was so awkward this time...I was bagging his groceries. I didn't notice he was in line until I looked up after putting my bagging shit down at Ms.Bessie's line (The only other person was my manager nearby and we can't bag for them) I didn't want to go there anyway but she was there long and if I skipped over her to go somewhere else I'd feel bad b/c I'm her favorite even though I hate bagging there...well anyway I look up and he's staring at me like wtf are you doing? And Ms.Bessie is talking to me and shit so I try to smile when she asks me when I'm off. I avoid looking his way and it's obvious I'm nervous again. I hate that. So I bag his two items, he was obviously trying to avoid me when I was by the express line. It also happened to be that he was buying a pack of condoms. That's just a little awkward. Haha I was laughing with my friend b/c she told me it was wishful thinking. He just kind looked nervous at me and didn't say anything when he picked up his bag and bolted.
I was just like great...just go away back to your college already so I don't have to see your face anymore...
Other than that incident my weekend was fun. I went for a picnic with Laura today and we talked a lot. I was busy gushing about how excited I was for Otakon and how much stuff I had to do this year. Like every month I've had something big, like this month Otakon, September is the Diru concert, October I turn 16 and in November I have AUSA. I can't wait...this year is gonna kick ass and when I turn 16 I'm gonna be able to work in starbucks and get more hours and more $$$$$$ for spending...I hope I can go on the cleveland trip again too...
well ciao
Laura ♥