the nights are lonely, the days are so sad .. and i just keep thinking about the love that we had
i called joe at about 11:50, and left him a voicemail on his cell phone saying that we needed to talk .. i planned on either ending everything with us, or seeing if this was going anywhere .. because, i dont want to only be allowed to hook up with only him, meanwhile like i dont even know what hes doing behind my back, and i dont like lying so =/ .. so, he called back 3 times and i didnt answer .. and i was on the phone with my friend courtnie, and he called .. and by accident, i was adjusting the volume as he was calling, and on flip phones if you touch any key, it answers the call .. so, i didnt realize it clicked over to him, and i was like wow mister joseph is calling again, im ignoring his calls though .. and he was like hello?! .. i was like omg and i hung up the phone, ahh so now he probably hates me .. at around 7, i went to the mall with my friends dana, patrice, and wellie .. me and patrice went outside with my friend danielle who was working, but was on a cig break .. then, we met back up with dana and wellie and walked around a bit .. i bought the black jordan elite sneakers .. then, we walked around some more and i went back to my friend danielles job and stayed there with her and patrice for about 45 minutes .. she works in the perfume section, so i kept making her show me all the perfumes and colognes and smell them, and was asking her questions hehe .. so right now, i smell like a combination of like 18 different perfumes .. then, me and patrice met back up with wellie and dana .. and the mall was closing, so i was waiting to take the bus home .. and i called my friend kim, and i took the bus by her house and we chilled in her neighborhood for a little while .. but, it was getting really cold, so i took the train home and got home around 11:30